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Post by Bananaman on Sat Oct 12, 2019 9:26 am

Hello everyone who might pop by and see this. I thought I had already posted something similar in a thread but can't find it, and recently had an urge to come back here and look through some old posts and memories.

I had... so many good times here when I was younger, and just beginning to learn who I was. Honestly I was a lonely person and spent most of my time inside, on my laptop, sitting at school impatient to get back home and get on bribble/chatserv. It was my second home. I made so many friends here and loved so many of you. Thank you, all of you, for being amazing people and I hope you're all doing well.

Regardless, I can't help but read through some of my old posts and think how cold I came across in some of them. Just, being unnecessarily blunt with people and being upset when left out of things - when it looks like there was good reason to be left out of them in the first place. I was a very angry youngster/teen and was convinced it was cool to be pissed off and argumentative most of the time, but it's just annoying.

Once I left High School and went to University things started to change. I met wonderful people, learned lots of things and changed a lot. I was diagnosed with social anxiety and depression. I owe it to a lot of people for changing how I act and behave around others - I learned that happiness is the most important thing there is, and that the only thing I should be concerned about is making myself, and everyone who knows me as happy as possible.

So with that, I'm really sorry to the people who I may have clashed with, or were cold to. To the folks that generally just had to put up with me. I wish I could go back and shake myself, just tell old me to chill out, relax and enjoy my time.

I hope regardless of my flaws I still had friends and I hope some of you enjoyed my company, as I respected and admired so many of you even if I was bad at showing it.

I'm not sure if there was somewhere else people moved to once this place became quiet, I can't quite remember, and if there was I was probably too insecure to join it. Add me on steam if you ever want to chat Smile https://steamcommunity.com/id/MisterBreeze/

I wish all of you nothing but the best, peace.
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